Walang Pamagat

It’s hard to talk to a girl that is VERY friendly. A girl that is known by all of the students in your college. She will never be alone because of her friends. But sometimes, she chooses to be one. I’ve tried so many ways to speak with her, just the two of us, but most of the times, I failed. Why? Simply because of her friends. I’m not saying it’s wrong to have so many friends. I’m just saying that it’s hard to talk to her.

One time, I ask her to go to school early so that we TWO can talk. But, something is wrong. She is with her friend. They are laughing but I don’t know why. They are gossiping but I don’t know who that person is. I’m completely out of place. Sometimes, she speaks to me. But it is just SOMETIMES. I want her whole time to speak to me because I am the one who ask her to come early to school so WE can talk.

She is a very good example of a TRUE FRIEND. She will never leave her friend just because the other one is courting her. She will do what she think is right. Sometimes, even if it is wrong, she will do everything for someone who thinks that it is right.

Obsession? Yes obsession. I think I’m obsessed. But what’s wrong with that? I’m courting her. Therefore, I should be obsessed. No one is penalized by being obsessed with someone. I think I’m not harassing her emotionally. So there’s no reason to stop what I am doing. She usually accepts my proposals to go where I want. But I will not bring her to the place where she doesn't want to go. I will not bring her to any harmful traipse.

Enough. I’m just a teenager who is inlove. Inlove? Yes. Absolutely inlove.